hello guys, Im back!
If you read my last journal you know that my hand are injured and the symptoms indicate that I got a CTS (carpal tunnel Syndrome )
because of that I have to stop drawing for a while and ask permission to my client and editor to take a little bit vacation.
its very stressful not be able to draw, the urge and inspiration keep coming and its so hard for me to hold back.
not to mention the fear.
the fear that I wont be able to draw anymore, if that's happen, what I'm going to do with my life?
how I'm gonna reach my goal to be a comic artist? how I'm going to live without drawing?
its very depressing..
thankfully my hand are now be able to draw again... and I try to finish all my jobs little by little..
I said I'm healing but sometimes the pain in my wrist and hand come again.
and I need to take a break even the urge to drawing are on fire, its very upsetting and ruin my mood, and the pain are very annoying.
its also make me remember the time when my hand are healthy and sometimes I'm overwork my hand without any rest and I feel okay..
regrets always come late right?
so for you young aspiring artist out here who overwork yourself and drawing in wrong position.
please be careful
take care your hand, you don't have any spare part...
also thank you for everyone for the support and your pray, I will be more careful from now on
and take care my precious hand,
this its all I got.