yeah.. despite I self claim myself as positive thinking person, I can be depressed to..
I wonder how people who truly have problem with depression could be strong enough to live life daily.
I wish them a strong heart and a healthy life...
anyway the source of my depression are never been different since always..
I never feel good enough.. I keep comparing myself with other people success.. Im drown with jealousy that make my heart ache and my mind hurt.
why I'm such a mediocre artist, I dunno what I wanna do with my life, I feel like I'm wasting time and become an useless person etc..
but well I know all the positive counter for that, hell I even make some comic to heal this depression --->
Keep On Drawing
I also have people who loving me, console me, people who supporting me, even they proclaim that they are my Fans..
ain't this kinda depression only a sign that I'm not thankful? what a rotten heart..
Im so sorryyyyyy
why all the bless and bliss I got are never be enough? why I'm so greedy? why I keep complaining..
Im so sorry I just need to vent this
I just want to close my eyes and sleep
and when I wake up, everything will be better again..
love and hug,